Anybody else's job anxiety inducing?
I've only been here 3 months and am starting to dread going more and more each day.
I am working a program with about 8 other people who are spread across different locations, however I will be working with a special population.
When I applied for the job, the job post description DID NOT mention the special population, nor that it was a new program.
It was mentioned on the 3rd round of interviews, and I desperately needed a job so I took it.
Fastforward 3 months to now. I have so many meetings to go to. Some of which I don't even get word of until the day of.
Like yesterday. I got a meeting invite so I went. My name and information was on the person's PowerPoint slide and I was asked to come up and speak about my role and the program!
Where do they do that at?!
I have been here 3 months and I am SICK of having to introduced myself to crowds and groups of people.
I'll add to this that I don't even feel like the job is THAT serious to where "everybody" needs to know me and know what I do here.
I'll also add that the others aren't haven't to do this all all, or if so, very infrequently.
I did not ask for all of this.
Either I need anxiety medication ( which I've never had before) or to find a new job.
Why " complain" and talk to the manager about being anxious? I'd rather quit 🥴