My mom is driving me insane (TW for transphobia)

I told her I was trans about a month ago. In the first week she „tried“ to gender and name ne correctly but told me that she is against any kind of transition and that she doesn’t want me to come out to my class because „she doesn’t want me to be unhappy“ (LMFAO) and she thinks that they are going to bully me. I think most of my class would except me. Some of my friends already know and are completely fine with it. Anyway she stopped trying and just keeps in misgendering me. It’s so frustrating. (I’m a teenager so I go out celebrating sometimes (I live in Germany)) and about three weeks ago I was a bit drunk and when I came home she was misgendering and deadnaming me again and I didn’t drink a lot but at least I could tell her that I found it very hurtful. She told me that „it’s not easy for her“ and that she „raised a daughter and always wanted one“ and that I am „I am her only daughter (and only child) and that it’s selfish from me to take that away from her“

I found that so disrespectful and I wanted to tell her that my f—king life is nothing that she owns and that it’s my thing war to do with it but I was too scared.

Since years I was telling her that I didn’t feel good and might want to see a therapist and now THE DAY AFTER I CAME OUT she called some. When we were there she just talked to him about what she thinks traumatized me (things in the past that happened. Some were really traumatizing but she doesn’t know anything about me I just want her to leave me alone) And in her last sentence she told him „also SHE somehow doesn’t feel like a woman and SHE thinks that SHE s a man or something“ I am so frustrated I can’t do this anymore.