i hate being tall

i know 5'8 is way shorter than a lot of you guys on here but i am still a teenager and a lot of the girls my age are shorter and just look normal-er.

i am 125 lbs which is underweight for my height and i hate the way i look. my legs are shaped weird and extremely skinny, and so are my arms and so on. long story short i am very undesirable by most people.

and every day i dream about being shorter. if i were shorter, i wouldn't look so skinny and gangly. if i were shorter, more guys would want me. if i were shorter, being tall wouldn't be the first thing people notice about me.

i am very grateful that there's a community full of people that are like me but in real life i feel so alienated. i stick out like a sore thumb. lots of pants from stores near my house aren't made for me. and overall i'd just be happier if i shrunk a few inches.