Nearly caved yesterday

It was Mother’s Day in the uk. Luckily my own mum is teetotal (just never been interested in drinking) but my partners dad is much the opposite. But surprisingly it wasn’t him!! It was the MIL.

She got to my house and asked for wine. I panicked and said we don’t have any, hoping she will be happy to wait till we get to the restaurant but no she asked to go to a nearby shop.

I had to pour her wine and have wine in my fridge for the first time in months. It was awful and I was really triggered this time for some reason. I was thinking, fuck it just have a glass.

But I didn’t.

IWNDWYT.