How to deal with heartbreak if you thought you found your twin flame?
I feel like I needed to post in this sub or something similar rather than in relationships or any of the general subs.
A little over a month ago I met the most perfect woman, someone so deeply spiritual that I didn’t know could actually exist. She saw me for who I really am rather than saying she liked me being smart or brainy. My spiritual gifts and inclinations were completely seen by this person. I felt whole around her in a way I never have before.
Her connection with spirit is unlike any I have ever witnessed.
She knew my deceased brother’s personality without knowing him before, just from bringing him up in conversation she could know details that I didn't share.
She saw my passed away lizard sitting on my shoulder where he always sat.
We were married in a past life and had children. I can still remember parts of that life.
She knew things that only a truly deeply spiritual person could know.
She told me I was the most truly spiritual person she had ever dated. That I saw her for all of who she really is in a way no one else ever has.
I’m 35 and I honestly think this was the first time I’ve actually been in love. I was in other relationships including a six year long term relationship and never felt this way about someone before.
This woman was so into me. We shared all similar interests and outlooks. I thought things were perfect between us. I was on top of the world happier than I had ever been. And then slowly she stopped talking with me as much and made excuses to not spend time with me and when I finally asked her what was wrong (didn’t want to assume anything at first) she told me something that completely blindsided me.
There was just one thing in our relationship that needed work (a personal health issue of mine, that was temporary). She knew that I was working on it but I believe that there was a miscommunication on the severity and so she didn’t even realize it wasn’t as bad as she thought as she basically stopped talking with me. She previously told me she was happy. That she was committed to working through this issue with me. That her friends and family were happy for her when she talked about us…
She said she “needed some space” for a week which I gave her and then I texted her again yesterday sort of as a goodbye text…I’m hoping she replies but I don’t expect her to.
These last few weeks have completely broken me as a person, I have been depressed and haven’t been able to work. I haven’t felt this way since my little brother died 7 years ago.
If anyone here has been through something similar, I would appreciate any advice. I know it was only a month but every indication she gave was that things were perfect between us. She wanted to know where I wanted to live and how many kids I wanted, we saw eye to eye on basically everything. I feel so broken, thrown in the trash over something that was fixable but I feel like she just made an assumption and ran away so quickly…