What are everyone outlets?
I feel like a real outlet is something I've been missing my entire life, I've always been really into gaming but other things I was always told to just give up on because it was pointless I guess, any hobby I wanted to take up turned into a "phase".
But even now at 21 everyone either smokes weed, drinks, goes clubbing or they have the gym and none of it interests me. So I have nothing I can do that I know will take the edge off and I guess that's kinda killing me rn. I've wanted to teach myself guitar for a while but again it's just "pointless", I wanna get fit but why? I don't mind how I look now so what reason do I have to push myself?
I'm stuck in a rut that I really need to get out of, I've thought about running a local 10k that happens every year but that's 6 months away so I'm still questioning whether I wanna do it or not.
I think I've rambled too much but I've just written exactly my thoughts so here we are🤣