finally got the correct diagnosis after 2 mistrials

i’m so relieved i knew i wasn’t crazy i knew it was on the schizo spectrum since i started having symptoms at 12 but i can for sure say i didn’t expect the bipolar part of it i thought it was just my adhd and maybe i had some anger issues

but this is scary im 17 with severe bipolar schizoaffective ptsd anxiety mdd adhd wtf do i do i can’t live life i was taken out of school twice and can’t even get up in the mornings

im so scared but also so relieved