As an autistic person, I’m officially done.

I’m accepting that nobody wants to hire me. 6 years of being unemployed, thousands of applications, even with help of my references I can’t get a single offer, not even for 4 hours a week. I just want SOMETHING. I’m stuck doing volunteer work forever and being below the poverty line on disability. I hate it. Meanwhile everyone from high school is at university and getting good jobs and travelling, being better in every way, and I’m stuck as a loser. 🙃 I literally will do anything, I’ll do any job, I’m a hard worker. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong honestly. I’ve done literally everything and have received nothing.