I’m looking for a middle name

I want to change my middle name. I’ve always hated it, and now as an adult, I can only hear it as my abusive father screaming it at me.

I like feminine but not frilly names, looking mostly at vintage names.

Some names I have liked have been: Elaine, Eleanor, Josephine, Violet, etc. but I just don’t feel “sold” on any of them.

Does anyone have any ideas? Maybe popular names in other parts of the world besides the US?

For context: my first name is Lauren.