I got an official result of 126 in the country I've been living for a while. They wouldn't tell me which one it was tho. I'm... relieved?

I used to think mine was around 110-115 because that was the result in my home country in 7th grade. I know I'm not enough for mensa and honestly, I never thought I would be. I also know IQ doesn't really matter in the grand scheme of things but it's a relief to be sure that I'm not the idiot in the room, because oh boy, sometimes it sure feels like it.

I feel very distant from people in general. I have a go to phrase that I use whem I'm really frustrated with someone: "Oh my god, I'm dumb, I'm really dumb so how dumb can you be if you're not getting it??!". But joking, of course. It's only my frustration.

No, but seriously. It's giving me peace. There's nothing wrong with me. I'm just a little bit different. I already have adhd and I'm getting assessed for autism.

Everyone is different and everyone have their own strengths and abilities.

I'm just happy I'm not as dumb as my parents and teachers used to think/call me.

P.s. - pardon my english for It's my third language.