Crashing out feels pretty good

As much as I love this man, it made me feel good knowing how much he knew he fucked up by choosing a website over me. I’ve been with him in the trenches, through long distance, through all the bad times. If that’s not enough for him, where he has the urge to pay camgirls online to feel better, then it’s out of my control.

He doesn’t know what he’s been doing to me. All the times where I cried myself to sleep, prayed to god to help me with all the pain inside, and the deep rooted unhappiness I tried to suppress.

The stress, the insecurity, the craziness was not what I wanted for myself! I became someone I told myself I’d never be, I redrew my boundaries in order to accommodate his selfish wants.

Sisters, if you’re able to not cheat, how can you let someone do it to you?

Easier said than done, but it’s the harsh truth. If you’re unable to leave right now it’s okay, because one day you won’t see him as the man you think he is. You’ll see his true colors and that will be enough to keep you from going back. ✊💛