People commenting on my hair- Venting

Hello, I am 20F and it's going to be 2 years in june since I've got diagnosed with AML. I am currently on remission. Today, I started to use my natural hair at college and I don't know how to feel. I have other issues regarding my appearance that are not related to leukemia but it triggers my feelings on that as well. I was sick of wearing the wig all the time. It looks extremely unnatural and it itches. I still haven't had any hormonal treatment so my hormones are unbalanced as well. I get constant hot flushes. I hate how curly my hair has become. It sucks. I missed my longer hair. I hate not expressing myself when people comment like "Oh when did you cut it? Why did you cut it?" or just comment stuff like "cute" I don't want to hear that. I hate how all of this stuff happened out of my control. It will be 2 years and I moved on but I still feel so uncomfortable, sullen, tensed, and anxious when someone slightly comments on my short hair.