Those who smoked after being sober for a long time - how did you feel?

I have been sober for over 3 months now. I was hit with a really nasty stomach bug and the nausea is killing me. I know I can take nausea meds but I really don’t want to. I have the urge to smoke a bowl but haven’t. I’m scared of how it will make me feel. So I’m curious - those who have quit for a long time and then smoked again, did you enjoy it? Did you hate it? How did it make you feel?