Scared I Have Colon Cancer

My mother (63) was recently diagnosed with colon cancer, and now I (40F) am really scared I have it, too. I’ve had bad hemorrhoids since having my child. I’ve gone to a specialist a couple of times and they’ve twice confirmed I have hemorrhoids. Since my mom’s diagnosis, I’ve seen some blood drops on wiping, red flecks, etc. in my waste. Now, I’m freaking out every day. I called my specialist but the earliest they can see me is the 27th. Anyone else in a similar situation? Any advice for the period of waiting? 😩