Question, whenever you're not in feminine clothing do you constantly think about how you wish you were?

questioning amab here, I know I like feminine clothes, and I feel sad without them and constantly wish I was in them, and I was wondering if this was common here as well. This next part is dumb but questioning muddles the mind, I am unsure of if this is an exclusively trans-egg thing im experiencing, or if non trans people who dress up in clothing not associated with their birth gender typically also feel very distraught over not being able to