Attend worship or not they will visit

Perfect attendance ako sa pagsamba and for the love of God give me a break?! Before dinner may pumupunta samin dalaw dalaw daw jusme tas yung unang dalaw samin on the spot pako tinanong ng lalake (kasama parents ko) kung aattend bako sa Committee tuwing 6am (ayos kayo). And ako di ako pwede mag refuse or else my abusive father will beat me up after. Mostly pinupunta lang naman nila about sa handog e minor ako tas naghihirap pa pamilya namin like you ain't convincing me. I mean saglit lang naman pero nakakapagod na makarinig sa church pati ba naman sa bahay and need pa magayos maglinis blabla. Meanwhile my parents are just attending church (sometimes) kasi ginagaslight sarili nila and iniisip nila na by me, who's religious in front of their eyes will be their way to salvation. Ako pa pumipirma at humaharap sa mga may tungkulin pag about sa di pagsamba nila