Always the target, mostly by women and I just don’t get it.

Women consistently talk about me behind my back. When people compliment that have worked with me they brush it away and try to boast about someone else.

The truth is sometimes I wish I knew how to be the mean, back stabbing, dramatic, shit talking, manipulating, rude type of woman.

Like maybe if I knew how to be that type of woman vs the sweet outgoing kind one the women in my day to day life wouldn’t try to suck the energy away from all of my existence be being ugly….inside ugly.

I don’t get it. I’d like to punch them in the face or put a spell on them for their cruelty to show through that make up and fairness they carry.