Worried i might have overspent while hypomanic

I'm starting to panick and get anxious bc in the span of a week I've suddenly decided to aim for a civil servant job after seeing 1 job offer and I've already enrolled in a specialised school to study for that and have spent 3000€ on it. Just before this week I was in a very low point in a depressive episode. Also I already have a degree and wanted to get a job related to that but I'm just incapable of doing anything with my life and I've decided to do this thing kind of in the spur of the moment. It still doesn't feel real (the whole week has been slightly surreal) which makes me even more worried it's actually been a decision my hypomanic self has made... I want to cry.