I’m having a hard time accepting myself

I recently discovered that I’m on the spectrum and while everyone around me already figured I was, I had no clue. Now I’m having a hard time with accepting me as I am. I have always been one way in my mind and changing with that is messing. Which in itself is probably an aspergers thing, I would guess. I know logically that doesn’t make me any less than. I was left out and bullied in school and never understood why. Is this why? I don’t know I’m just feeling things. (I do also have depression) Thank you for any advice you can offer 🫶