Trying to find this trans blog again

SOLVED: Amanda Roman, "Gender Desire vs. Gender Identity"

I've been trying to find a trans blog (Medium page? Not sure) that I once read, and hoping someone else will remember this blog and the writer's name. The writer was chronicling their journey of starting estrogen despite not being totally sure they were a trans woman. (I don't remember what pronouns they went by.)

In one article they wrote a fiction story about traveling back in time to tell their younger self about being trans.

In another they said something which I have thought about every week for years and is the main reason I'm trying to find the blog again. Something like, "Asking if you feel like a woman before starting transition is like asking if you feel like a pilot before starting pilot school."

I remember I used to see this writer's work shared somewhat often on trans subs a number of years ago but then I think they stopped posting or fell off the map or something. (Did they get cancelled or just just disappear? Idk!)

For unsurprising reasons (the general decline of the searchability of internet, the recent explosion of trans panic articles) no matter what search terms I put in I'm not finding what I'm looking for.

Thanks for your help!