I don’t think I’m gonna make it

I really don’t. I’ve not been to work in 10 days. Been drinking heavily and evens injured my self to the point I can’t walk. I’ve ruined my relationship with my manager. Broke up with my boyfriend. And I just genuinely don’t think I’m going to make it out of this hole

Edit. Thank you to everyone for the kind words. I’ve been to two separate clinics. Even went to the ER last week cos I was barely surviving. I have tried everything I can and I don’t think I can do more. I know that sounds terrible but it is the truth.

Second update. Called 111 (non emergency helpline in the UK) and they said they’re gonna admit me in for detox.