why do i want a penis

when watching porn and stuff i always imagine myself to be the man and the girl is riding me or pretend the man is a woman. i’m a girl and only like girls but i wanna nut in a girl and suck a girls dick really bad. i’m more on the submissive side. wtf is my problem?

edit: for the people saying i could be trans i appreciate the response but i’m definitely a girl. i’ve questioned my gender a lot in my life but i like being a girl and being a girl with another girl. i just want to be inside the girl i love so much. it’s more of a connection thing for me i think…

edit 2: yes i like vagina. i like other girls w vaginas and i don’t dislike mine but i wish i could like screw it on and off or flip a switch to have a dick or a vagina when i want it. maybe im greedy.