Feeling bummed

This is just a vent post. My husband (25) and I (26) have been ttc for around 14 months. I am Hispanic, so I come from a long line of women that pop out babies like crazy. For example, my grandma had 15 kids. I thought when my turn came around that it would not be an issue. But here we are. We are at the age where plenty of people we know are getting pregnant. I find myself feeling jealous and angry, which I know is ugly of me. I know it’s a normal reaction but I don’t like feeling that way. I’ve been using OTK strips for 2ish months now so hopefully that helps. Anyway, the source of my sadness today is my husband just got his semen analysis results and everything looks great! Nothing abnormal. So what is wrong with me? : ) I try to stay positive but damn, this sucks! I am feeling a bit defeated