Gonna end it once and for all.

So i found a way. Not sure how to say it or describe it but i’ll try. So weight on the other end of the rope and gonna leave it hanging behind the door and on the other side of the door i’ll tie the rope around my neck and strangle my self. I heard if it cuts blood flow to the brain you’ll pass out in 20-30 seconds so i’ll end it once and for all. I already tried charcoal burning and sleeping pills both failed. Guess 3rd time is a charm.