Should I continue ?

Is feeling drained, demotivated, or anxious a side effect of purging? And do things get better over time? Because the last time I used this, my boss scolded me for no reason, even though it should have made him more submissive to me. Instead, I got the opposite results, and throughout the day, I felt very hopeless for some reason. Should I continue listening or quit ? Any alternative for this kind of all in one male oriented sub ?

Is feeling drained, demotivated, or anxious a side effect of purging? And do things get better over time? Because the last time I used this, my boss scolded me for no reason, even though it should have made him more submissive to me. Instead, I got the opposite results, and throughout the day, I felt very hopeless for some reason. Should I continue listening or quit ? Any alternative for this kind of all in one male oriented sub ?