Rotc crush 2

TOMORROW I WILL SAY IT. I WILL 😤. ECHO COY COM IF YOURE READING THIS THEN UR READiNG THIS 🫡 I will scream putang Ina istg

Update : sat march 15 Woke up super confident. i was prepared and pumped up with the chocolate and all (my stupid ass forgot ablut the heat. Melted in my bag 😭). TODAY IS THE DAY moment. I've never confessed my feelingsever. it would be a big achievement lol

I stepped in the ballfield sweating. I was Hella nervous 😭 Also confident

HOWEVER, SADLY DEPRESSINGLY my confidence and motivation just sunk to the bottom of the ocean when I overheard someone saying that coy coms dating someone. NAAOOOOOOO.

My main goal was to just express my feelings and nothing more, idk what got me feeling that way honestly. Maybe i wanted something more?

The whole day, I was questioning my existence 😂. I be standing in formation like🧍‍♂️😐 "wtf am I doing". I wanted to slap the girl next to me lmfao jkjkjk.

The only words I've said were "ma'am yes maam" THATS IT! I would steal a few glances. I ran past by her, she walked past me, I would be dying inside. I can't stop smiling heuehuahqjwdbejjsk. EVERYTIME I see coy com I can't help but blush, I sweat like crazy. Help.

My writings all over the place sry readers.

I apologize to u guys. Trust me I really was gonna do it, I was committed LOCKED IN.

The chocolates back in the fridge hahaha. I'm gonna eat that later (after rotc, I thought about throwing it away like why did i think that 💀)

So yeah Ig this is the end. I won't be confessing anytime soon. I'm better off admiring from afar haha 😄 *crying inside

Coy com if you're reading this, i think not, but anyways, I really like you. You don't know me eheh sadly 😔. I find u intriguing. Hope we can at least have a convo once lolz. I'm not sure I can even hold a conversation with my crush, ik for sure my mind would go blank 😆. Its the way u walk, the way I talk, the way u make me feel inside, it's in your smile, it's in you're eyes 😝😵‍💫😱😭💀💀. (It's ariana grenade guys AHAHAH)

Update : I forgot to mention, IM REALLY HALLPY FOR YOU! 🫶🫶

Update : Whoever said that coy com was taken needs jail time rn😤jkz. I would've confessed yesterday 😆