am i just not social

it’s been 1.5months since jc started and i only have 4 friends who r the only ones i talk to in school. most of my secondary school friends who are in the same jc have formed new friend groups and we arent as close anymore.

my og was alright but i didnt feel any sort of connection except with one of my og mates. idk if i shld hv just talked more? i’m kinda awkward ard girls so i dont talk to them unless its smth like pw.

i feel kinda left out seeing everyone chatting and having fun with their friends. i wld say i’m only extroverted around ppl i’m comfortable with.

even in cca, theres only been 2 sessions so far so i guess theres still time to make friends. i also saw this girl i thought was pretty frm cca and i req her ig acc with ard 700 fllwers and i didnt get accepted lol

do i feel lonely? not really but seeing ppl i knew frm secondary school with new ppl js makes me feel left out