Peeing underwater

So I’ve made GREAT progress the last few weeks. I’m pretty much fully cured but still get nervous in some scenarios. However I the nervousness I’ve been able to overcome and still pee. So, my life has completely changed for the better and I can’t be happier……………… BUT…….i can’t fricken pee underwater for the life of me!! It’s so so strange….ive never been able to, but i always used to think it was because of my paruresis. But now that I’m pretty much fully recovered from paruresis, I’ve noticed I still can’t pee underwater at all still.

Does anyone else struggle with this?? It’s so weird!! It has nothing to do with shyness cuz no one knows I’m trying to pee, but I feel like it has something to do with the waves or the pressure of the water vs the air lol