ewan ko nlang kung jowa paba ako

me (18F) and my boyfriend (19M) have been together for a year na and it’s our monthsary ulit ngayon. ewan ko ba bakit ayaw nya na masyado iinvest icelebrate monthsaries namin ngayon after ng pag one year namin and I felt somewhat hurt by that. pinapakita ko naman sakanya na nagtatampo ako kapag ginagawa nya nlang wla lang monthsary namin ngayon and idk masyado ba akong oa at this point? nakakainis na ewan? he even couldn’t do the bare minimum na sana i consider nya naman ako ngayon pero kung busy nman edi sana paunmanhin man lang mauunderstand ko nman yon. it’s just I felt na ginagawang wla lang tong rs namin kasi ako yung taong mahilig mag abang ng mga celeb tas todo prepare pa ng ireregalo or anything we can do to celebrate that haha. ang sakit lang na ewan, I consider him all the time and to him if hindi nya mood hindi nya talaga gagawin without considering me hahaha nasanay nalang ako pero :))