I don't want a crappy job

I don't care if I'm unemployed I'm not doing it. All my friends got insane it jobs right after graduating (remote $50-70 an hour kind of jobs) meanwhile I get rejected for everything I apply for. Granted I didn't get an IT degree, but still. I'm not going to go work minimum wage at safeway for 5 years while everyone I know is buying houses. At this point I rather kill myself than work, I'm serious I don't care anymore. I don't need to make a ton of money, but if I can't even find something fulfilling soon I'm giving up.