44 MTF - How do you deal with your face?

Pre HRT. I can get away with ok outfits, I use some shapewear and breastforms and get to not hate my body from the neck down.

But my face ruins it all, I find. I know people are dysphoric about their junk a lot, but for me it seems to be my face. It just breaks it, it's so unfeminine, I feel it makes it all look ridiculous.

I'm still unskilled with makeup. Some days it feels alright and a bit more feminine, some days I just feel like a clown.

Anyone else like this? Or was like this? What made you tip over to the acceptance side of things with regards to your face?