anybody else nervous for the movie?

don't get me wrong, I've been an MJ fan for years and I've been thinking about this movie since it was first announced before anybody was cast but its so hard to believe it was supposed to be released NEXT MONTH. I am not emotionally ready for it so I was half relieved when it was delayed (more mental prep for me) I'm even feeling anxious for the trailer drop bc it's going to be one of those things where my stomach drops when I've seen the trailer has dropped online. probably going to watch the trailer a million times and spend the whole week/month being emotionally wrecked.... does anybody else feel and get what I'm feeling?!

just to add i just KNOW I'm going to be weeping for the whole movie. NOT READY 😭