Some help needed

This was way back in the day, i was 15 when i got this email, honestly so happy about it i waited weeks, months but i never got this in my mail, it would make my inner child very satisfied if i could get this somehow, it was a huge achievement for me.

This was way back in the day, i was 15 when i got this email, honestly so happy about it i waited weeks, months but i never got this in my mail, it would make my inner child very satisfied if i could get this somehow, it was a huge achievement for me.