I need help

I am a 22yo m in PA. Currently working part time as an EMT. I cannot get a full time job and my gf and I just got our own place. Between having issues with a job, issues with my mental health which I have struggled with my whole life I feel as if I need an adventure. I own a motorcycle and have the desire to just get on it and run away as far as I can and just get away from my problems. I feel as if I am stuck and cannot escape. I have been trying and trying to get a full time job even ones I would despise to have yet still can’t get one, sometimes I feel as if I would be better off in the dirt. I just went to run away far away and explore the country on my bike even though I have no more money. I feel stuck and don’t know what to do. I feel lost with no direction and no purpose and I feel as if I can’t make it another day. I just want enough to where I can run away for a week or two and just find myself again. I’m fading and lost.