Failed at 85 questions—how do I even start over?”

I failed my NCLEX at 85 questions, it evoked a range of intense emotions. Some say when it shuts @ 85 I'm not a safe nurse 😭😭. Stopping at 85 questions and failing often means my performance fell consistently below the passing standards.

I felt mixture of disappointment, frustration, and self-doubt. The abrupt end at 85 questions led to shock and disbelief. I had invested months studying, alongside financial and emotional resources. I felt a personal blow, it triggered sadness, anxiety crept in, started worrying about retaking the exam, delay in my career and I faced judgment from my peers. At Some point I became angry at myself. I felt embarrassed and isolated when i compared myself with my peers who passed. Physical exhaustion compounded these emotions.for me this was a tough moment in my life.

Have failed exams during my high school and college life,but this was different. How do I start from here, actually I'm stuck,I'm blank seems my dream is collapsing. Would love this community to help me dust off the disappointment and give me away out.