The Bug front is melting my brains

I’ve been playing bot for days on super helldive so when I returned to the bug front to test out the HALT I was expecting the space Vietnam that was the bot front but then I realized. It was SO much easier I felt like I was playing a lvl 7 mission even though it was a helldive I got 30ish medals a hour on bot front but I was completing super helldives in about 30-40ish minutes (although with significantly less democratic teammates and I had to make one face the wall) I feel my bot front experience melting off from my brain and being replaced with the bug front “look at enemy. Press m1 yay” I can’t feel the fear I felt when I see a strider compared to when I see a bile the only thing I’m remotely scared of in a bug mission are spewers because they give me mortar ptsd I think I’m disappearing into the bug front and never returning ever again, just like the DSS