Tried to nest and made BS high

I’m so fucking over this.

God forbid I tried to nest and unbox all the shit I got from showers and stuff I’ve bought. I was overwhelmed but who wouldn’t be. It’s a lot of stuff.

Timer went off to take my BS and it was high.

Damn I just need a day where I don’t test and can get stuff done without worrying about increasing my BS due to moments of overwhelm or stress or being out of breath because I’m almost 35 weeks pregnant.

Add to it that the doctors say my bloodwork is teetering into preeclampsia. I’m done. I just need to get my house set up for whenever baby comes.

I guess snack times will be when I get stuff done since I don’t test. I’m so frustrated.

Rant over.