No one cares if you’re not pretty and thin.

I’ve been going through a binge restrict cycle after being able to restrict for months. I’m black and literally no one cares if you say you have an ed if you’re not a pretty white girl. Anorexia, ednos and bulimia is just for pretty white girls according to the entire world. No one gives a shit about me. No one cares. I’m never valid and everyone treats whatever I say as a joke but whenever it’s someone else they get all the fucking love. Im beyond tired. No one takes me seriously, so I feel like I have to restrict more and lose more in order for people to care.