Intense regret & grovel by MMC, FMC misunderstood

I really want recs on this trope bcoz recently I read a story similar to this trope in which MMC FMC are clg sweethearts but in their last year of clg mmc recieves pics of fmc kissing another boy which broke his heart & fueled his anger. He forcefully married her without letting her family get involved and even forced her to cut ties with her family which broke her alot(she doesn't know the reason of all his doings). For 3 yrs she had to endure his wrath- forcing himself(it was cnc), rough s, bleeding Vag..etc then one day she jumps off the cliff infront of him & that left him in 4 yrs of guilt...twist was she was alive....however he didn't grovel much infront of her, she was easy catch after leap. PLS GIVE ME BOOKS SIMILAR TO SUCH PLOTLINE OF GROVEL & REGRET. NO HISTORIC OR DYSTOPIAN OR SUPERNATURAL.