Why does the CS course feel so emotionally draining?

I’ve rarely seen any student truly happy during this journey. Most of us are burdened with constant stress, self-doubt, and a sense of underperformance. It’s like we’re all stuck in a loop of anxiety and emotional exhaustion. Everyone seems to be struggling silently—some are breaking down emotionally, while others are simply trying to hold themselves together.

It’s currently 2 AM—and I don’t even know why there’s this heavy, sinking feeling in my chest. A strange emotional pain that’s hard to explain.

Over the last 2–3 years, I’ve lost so much.
Friends have drifted away, social life has disappeared, numerous opportunities have slipped by, and I’ve missed so many family functions that I’ve almost forgotten what it feels like to be part of those moments. And despite all these sacrifices, I’m still here, preparing for my CS Professional exam in June 2025.

Everything appears fine on the surface—but inside, I’m overwhelmed with fear and anxiety. The thought of the 21-month training is already stressing me out. Will I be able to manage? Will I be able to survive this phase mentally and emotionally?

And to add to that, I’m currently going through a serious financial crisis. I’m unable to support my family during this difficult time—and that helplessness is breaking me from within.

The saddest part is—I’m not alone in this.
The majority of CS students are facing similar mental health challenges. Sleepless nights, anxiety attacks, emotional burnouts—it’s all becoming far too common. On top of that, many students are also struggling with physical health issues due to long sitting hours, watching back-to-back lectures, and a lack of physical activity in our daily routine. Back pain, neck strain, fatigue, and lifestyle-related problems are becoming a new normal for many of us.

This journey is not just about academic pressure—it’s also taking a serious toll on our minds and bodies.

But now I wonder… what about others?
What do other CS students feel deep down?
Do they also experience the same loneliness, pressure, and emotional heaviness?
Are they too hiding their mental breakdowns behind fake smiles?
How many of them cry silently at night, scared of whether they’ll ever make it through this journey?

If you’re reading this and you relate even a little—just know you’re not alone. Maybe it’s time we start talking more openly about what we’re going through. Maybe it's time we listen to each other more, without judgment.