Is there anyone that was diagnosed w cirrhosis at 40-ish & now is 60-ish ?

Just sitting here looking for hope 😔 days like today i feel like theres no way in 10 years im just gonna land in the hospital, die or need a transplant. I went from a 28 meld to a 7 meld in 4 mos and maintaining a 7 at 8mos now. Quit alcohol from day one out of the hospital. Had every bad symptom you can think of except for being in a coma. I was almost there.. (might as well been) History: drank from 16-40, heavy 21-40, i bartending 21-30. Drank everything but Wine was my fav till i couldn’t drink it anymore about the last year or so i switched to fireball.

So scared.. we dont have insurance but plan on getting it in November it cost $650-$700 a month for just me coverage but my fear is the denial one day bc inaurance companies find every loop hole not to honor what you pay for. Also fear a liver not being available or me not being strong enough for one. This disease comes with sooo many fears. Ive been doing good moat days in the last few months with not obsessing over what i cant change but we have all been sick in our house with the Flu and i handled it better than everyone else and i would think id be the weakest idk maybe the liver has nothing to do with everything else.. im bored and thinking too much about the what ifs, its quiet around here… anyone survive without a transplant 20+ years with a cirrhosis to testify to it?! I hear stories but not from the source it self. 🙏🏼 🙏🏼 🙏🏼