I’m officially done with this game of stoopid doctors, I can’t believe this is happening anymore.

I got hurt in January 1998, and 27+ years of fighting for my life and rights as a disabled person. I have had 14 surgeries in the past 4 years, at the end of 2023 I had a cervical spine surgery. I had just started standing up and walking after 14 years in my wheelchair. I had what was supposed to be a 5-6 hour surgery, but turned into a 14 hour operation. I immediately woke up screaming that something wasn’t right, and they called my wife to come get me. I should’ve never been allowed to leave the hospital, but they said they couldn’t control me at 6’4 280 lbs. I don’t remember a full 8-9 days after that surgery, so I’ve got no idea what I did minus what my wife had told me. It’s been a battle with my doctors to keep my pain meds, and it’s come at a huge price. I shortly after that surgery, had my entire lower back go out of wack. I’ve got zero idea what is happening, but the lack of empathy and care has been horrendous. They finally stopped prescribing my pain meds, and I was told to just suck it up. I’ve never tested dirty, had never been short during a pill count or anything else. The state of Oregon has cracked down, and it’s come at a huge price for me and my wife. Over the past few months, my body has become so sore and less mobile. I’m back in my wheelchair full time, and can barely get up to move into my wheelchair or the restroom. And I’ve gotten nothing but runaround with these pos doctors whom I now call recovery teams. They don’t care about pain management, they care about not doing anything to help anyone. I’ve given them 1,000%, and in return they’ve treated me like some kinda plague. On Tuesday my wife and I are driving to another state to seek medical care. We’ve moved across the country several times now trying to find me the best doctors. And in the last 3-5 years we’ve dealt with some serious morons, and they’ve got zero interest in helping anyone but their bank accounts. I’m honest to a fault with them, and yet they treat me like I don’t even know what? My legs are swollen, I’m suffering from vertigo, and they think it’s related to my neck surgery. I’m not sure how much more I can take, but if this week fails with a couple of doctors I don’t know how much longer I can take? Anyway my frustration is beyond me, because I took so many steps forward, for these doctors to tie me down. And that’s literally how I feel atm, but I will try to stay strong and keep going on .

Edit: PS-I’m going to see my last doctor tomorrow in Oregon, but my wife and I have been talking with doctors in Boise Idaho. So we’re hopeful that we will get an answer soon, because I’m in extremely severe pain right now. Aldi we’ve lived in California, New York, Pennsylvania, Oregon and Idaho in the last 17 years. We found doctors that did my surgeries, but they all had terrible aftercare.