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Hi! This is my first time that I’m going to be posting something here in Reddit. I’m having struggles right now financial wise. To be honest with you all I stopped studying because I want to have a rest on studying and because of that I applied and that company ultimately become my first job ever. It was a BPO company. It was fun until it wasn’t anymore, day by day night by night it’s draining me. It felt like my mental health was smashed to pieces. Kept crying every single day, did my best, provided numbers. I did everything but still not happy with it. It’s just the people that made me stay. Now I already resigned even though I have no money and looking forward for my last pay. I will continue my passion in the arts and let the river of life do its thing. I’m really happy that I have my partner with me who’s been very supportive and caring through my ups and downs and he deserves the world. I just want to rant everything and put it all out of my heart and head.