think I finally hit rock bottom...

I'm homeless, I have no other options besides staying in a shelter tonight, and they tested me for covid and I'm positive... I really don't want to be here...

They don't allow drugs and such on the property, but they don't stop people from just walking across the street and doing it, then coming back. Before I even got to the property I could smell pot, someone on the bus here was talking about how she bought some alcohol, etc.

I'm currently quarantined with three other people, but even this few is still setting off my hypervigilance, not to mention I can still hear everyone outside.

How does anyone genuinely expect people with mental health problems to handle this kind of environment? I've been here maybe an hour and i feel like shit...

I genuinely don't think I can handle being here for a prolonged amount of time.