I just miss you

I feel like in a shitty spot in my breakup. It's like, I know things happen for a reason. I know I tried my best. I know it's "their loss". I know what's meant to be, will be. I know all the shitty, unhelpful cliches. We have been through so much... but dude I just miss him. I miss my best friend. I miss waking up next to you. I miss asking you what you want for dinner. I miss holding your hand in the car. I miss playing video games with you. I miss the way you'd rub my back when I couldn't sleep. I miss your texts, wishing me a good day at work. I miss being excited to tell you about my day. I miss your presence in the house. I miss your smile. I miss your kisses. I miss your touch. I just miss you.