Breaking point

Basically a lot of drama has happened with my ‘friends’ and one of them is the type to make so many fake accounts to comment on my stuff about my appearance and family situation and send me fake texts about going to weight loss etc and I know it’s stuff I should just push off cause I have in the past, but it’s genuinely triggering me because I’m already at my lowest. Are u ever so overwhelmed with stress like one thing could literally push you off the edge idk how to explain it it sounds pathetic cause I shouldn’t be this upset over dumb shit like that but I’ve been struggling so much recently bro. Is it normal for ppl with bpd to get massively affected by this? Sometimes I do sometimes I don’t idk. It is creating a horrible anxiety. It’s the feeling of having nobody to look after me during this as I’m not gods strongest soldier 🤓 I can’t seem to let go of a situation and idk if that’s bpd or just who I am but I hold so much anxiety and anger