a 9-5 will never work

as of late, i’m an executive assistant to the CEO of a tree care company. he’s a friend & mentor of mine. love the dude, but i cannot do this much longer.

it’s not him, it’s not the nature of the job because to be honest, it’s been the best job for my audhd. engaging while also allowing me my independent creative time.

it’s the obligation of being at the mercy of someone else — constantly.

i’m placed in situations i don’t want to be in. i’m held to someone else’s schedule.

i can’t handle being bound to other people’s needs. not sure if this is a me thing or an audhd thing.

i had my own company a few years back & i loved it so much. i want that back so it’s what im building now.

im learning that a 9-5, no matter the job title, will never work for me. for the simple fact that it’s nearly impossible for me to meet all of my accommodations.

i mask as much as i can to avoid being a nuisance, but it takes everything out of me