This is not fair!

What do you mean people can actually visualize stuff in their head!??? its not a joke? Like okay, imagining stuff and getting the idea and details of the object is normal but actually SEEING it is crazy. I'm devastated... I feel so bad that i literally see a blank pitch black view even if i get the idea of an object... someone tell me its just a joke and no one can actually visualize stuff in their head pls. Or at least that i can practice or something to learn how to visualize 🙏🏻😭😭 I can see vivid dreams and also detailed shapes but its in my DREAM, i even have lucid dreams but when i close my eyes and imagine something i just cant picture it...