I am so confused with my condition

I experienced anxiety, so I sought help. The first professional diagnosed me with mild generalized anxiety disorder, and the second mentioned escapism. Since these didn't provide relief, I consulted a psychiatrist who identified social anxiety with some phobias. I am currently taking medication, but I'm confused about my condition. I spend most of my time on my phone and sleeping, find it challenging to go outside, and avoid various situations. Not able to use social media.I don't have a job, and I feel like my life is a failure. I don't know I even have anxiety. I have been like this for long time.