Drinking alcohol makes me anxious

I have done so many searches and haven’t found many people talking about this on Reddit. I used to have no problem drinking a few years back. I Could get fucked up at parties and yes I’d be hungover, but I got over it. Now, the second I feel tipsy I get incredibly anxious and I can never enjoy drinking. It’s not the taste of alcohol or the social setting either, it’s just the feeling of being drunk/tipsy. This is just really becoming a bother because I want to be able to go out and let loose with my friends, but can never stomach more than 2 drinks or so before being anxious. I thought drinking was meant to ease anxiety?

I had some bad experiences drinking within the past year. People taking advantage of me, or getting so fucked up that I am puking over the toilet and my head won’t stop spinning. Maybe im worried that will happen again? But I want to be able to drink without getting that reaction every time. Anyone else ?